Xmas time / Amanda (Sister) Well wee Danman, it's christmas again. Me n Phil bought you a light for your fish tank. You'd be laughing - the screw to fit it isn't long enough! Typical. Nevr mind, we made a kid-on screw for it till we get a longer one. But it looks cool and your fishes seem to like it.
We'll be going over to your tree later today, mum n dad have got a wee fir tree n I made a star for the top of it. It's an origami wishing star, I've made a wish on it for you. Anyway my wee darlin' I miss you and I love you loads, forever Amanda xx
loved forever / Mum &. Dad We love and miss you so much son xx Always and forever Daniel You are in our thoughts all the time
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Wishin you comfort and peace this christmas / Jill Locke (just a friend ) Dear Helen and family, I just wanted to say that i hope you find christmas a peaceful time to reflect on Daniels life, I know it will be so hard for you all, but Daniel i'm sure loved christmas and would not want you to all be so sad.
Wishing you a peaceful time.
I hope Daniel enjoys Christmas in Heaven its said to be beautiful, i'm sure he'll add to the entertianment by playing his guitar.
Helen you and your brave family remain in my thoughts and i will continue to visist Daniel's sites in 2008.
Be gentle on yourselves.......forever in my heart and thoughts xxx
(sorry i havne't been about for a bit, but my lad was in ITU again, but luckily and thankfully he pulled through (again) and is now home - i feel so guilty for saying that though when your presious boy isn't with you. - i will always be about for you xx)
Miss you son / Mum &. Dad Miss you so much Daniel,, went over to your wee tree today, made a few things for you from the big tree in the back garden, its been frosty and the glass bowl Amy left for flowers broke when I lifted it, all the ice was stuck inside. Its just not right without you and we all miss you so much. We love you Daniel son and always will forever. Till we meet again son, keep playing your guitar xx
Love you yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever xxxxx
Missing you / Mum &. Dad Missing you so much son, we won't be bothering with xmas this year again, it just won't be right without you ever. Nothing seems right and its just so hard each day without you. Keep sending us the strength to keep on keeping on. We will just continue day by day and keep fundraising and raising awareness to Histiocytosis, all in your memory son. We continue our fight for justice for you too and will do so for as long as it takes Daniel. You should be here with us and our hearts ache so much not having you around. We all love and miss you so much. xx
Love you yesterday,today,tomorrow and forever son xx Till we meet again xxx
Loved Forever Daniel xxxx
loved forever / Mum &. Dad Its been one year and three months now without you Daniel son, still seems like yesterday. We miss you so much and think about you all the time - always. Went over to you wee tree today, all the leaves are gone for the winter and it is near xmas again. We wont have xmas this year or any other cause it just won't be right without you. We are still fundraising for Histio in your memory son and will continue to do so as long as we can. Wee gramps misses you so very much .. We are just getting by from day to day and its so hard. Keep sending us the strength to keep on keeping on son. We will love you forever and ever and will see you again Daniel. Love you yesterday,today,tomorrow and forever son, always in our broken hearts xxxxxx
always thinking of yous! / Dory (Friend) Ive just spent the last 20 minutes reading the page again.. i can not beleive they didnt do anything! they are suppose to be doctors/nurses! And good the nurses/doctors are having sleepless night as they knew they could have done more! My tutor was asking my class if we knew of any illness and i was telling her bout the HLH n she hadnt heard about it and was shocked that i knew! i hope yous get justice! And yous have raised so much money for the reseach tis great. my thoughts are still with yous and ill not forget Daniel. i keep meaning to go up and vist the tree as its looking really nice with the flowers! i love daniel as he is my best mates bro. and i love Elaine and her family like my own! always thinking of yous. Dory xxxxx
Always and forever / Mum Just miss you so much Daniel, the days are so long and miserable without you son. Our hearts are broken and nothing will ever be the same again. I keep having dreams about you and its so hard not having you here with us. Keep playing your guitar and sending us the strength to keep on keeping on. Everyone misses you so much xx Love you always son, yesterday,today, tomorrow and forever. We will see you again xxxx
Forever Loved and always in our broken hearts xxxx
Love you Daniel / Mum
It's real hard without you son, been struggling this past few weeks. Miss you so much and some days are so hard to get through. keep sending me strength to keep on keeping on as I need to look after everyone. We all think about you every moment of each day and night xx You should be here with us, it's not right without you and not fair. We are still fundraising for Histio in your Memory and will do all we can. We will have our justice for you son no matter how long it takes.
Love you forever Daniel Miss you always son Till we meet again
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Won't be online for a little while. / Jill Locke (none) Hi Helen, i wanted to let you know that i am going away tomorrow for a few days, Finally managed to get my sons oxgen organsied so we can have a much needed break....so i'm sorry i wont' be lighting any candles for Dan for just over a week. But you know that you and Dan will be in my thoughts.
Keep strong, Dan would want you to be and i'm sure he is just so proud of his amazing mum and special family and friends. I'm glad the bag pack went well.
Daniel...keep on sending strengh to your mum while i'm away, and look after my friends lad for me. I know we never met, but i think so much of you and really wish i could of known you. I will be back as soon as i can be, until then i will be thinking of you. Sweet dreams xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
i miss you so much / Natalie (friend) Daniel, not a day goes by when i don't think of you, you were such a special person.. things will never be the same again. always in my heart, sleep tight angel love you so much xx
Miss you so much / Mum Miss you so bad Daniel, my heart aches, my head hurts, its just so lonely and so quiet around here. Elaine, Amanda and some of your friends done a bag pack in Asda for the fundraising on Sat, raised a lot of money son. They all miss you so much too. Elaine and Joe went to see Avenged last night with some friends who said they were thinking about you and that they wish you were here to go with them. They had a good time for you son and Elaine got some nice pics of Zacky- she is going to put them on here for you.Wee gramps is feeling a bit better now. Some days are really so unbearable without you Dan so please keep sending me the strength I need to carry on son. Help me look after everyone and to do the right things day by day. All we can do is keep fundraising in your memory and fight for justice for you son, we will continue for as long as it takes. Miss you, love you yetersday, today, tomorrow and for always Dan.
Till we meet again son xxx
Mum xxxxxx
Dreaming/ Amanda (Sister) Hey Danman Missing you as always wee darlin' Haven't been over to your tree for a wee while, have been in Cyprus for a holiday with Phil. They've got a tree over there too, that people hang offerings on. It's a pistachio tree. I really wanted to put something on it for you, but didn't know what to use. Pondered over it for near 2 weeks we were there. Phil pinched a nice napkin from this real fancy Chinese we went to just for me. So we put up on the pistachio tree for you, and for everybody that misses you. I actually came on to tell you that I dreamed about you while I was away, nothin new there you might say, but it's the first time you've spoke to me in a dream and it was the most glorious 5 words I've ever heard. I'm always thinking about you, and I'm always missing you, and I'll always love you. But you know that already. Ax
Helen, i am thinking of you x / Jill Locke (None) 'Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, Love leaves a memory no one can steal'
Helen, Please be gentle on yourself sweetheart. Remember Dan will always be with you in your heart, keep his memory alive by keeping fighting for justice ~ You are doing an amazing job!
I really admire you.
You and your family remain in my thoughts.... Lots of love Jill X
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In my thoughts is where you and your lovely family remain Dan. Lots of Love Jill xxxx
love you son / Mum Been crying for you Dan, think about you all the time son. Some days are really hard, keep sending me the strength to keep on till we meet again. Wee gramps hasnt been well lately, look after him son, he misses you so much.We all love you and miss you so much. Went to a Histio Conference the other week and met all the top experts ,, they said you should have been treated as soon as those so-called doctors suspected you had hlh. Its just so hard without you son. We will keep fighting for justice for you son no matter how long it takes. You should be here with us and every day is just so miserable. Love you yesterday,today,tomorrow and forever Daniel.
In our broken hearts forever and ever son xxxxx
Forever loved / Mum &. Dad Just missing you like crazy Daniel, things ain't right without you son, never will be. We all love and miss you so much, somedays are real hard to get through so keep sending us the strength we need. Look after Elaine for us and Paul & Amanda, they miss you so much. Our hearts are broken. Keep waiting for you to walk through the door Dan, its so hard son, Miss hearing you whisltling and playing your guitar, it just aint fair. We will see you again Dan, we will xx till then son help us to keep on keeping on. Some of your pals are helping with the asda bag pack fundraiser in October. All we can do in your precious memory for the Histio Research son..
Love you forever Dan always xxxx never forgotten xxx
Always Loved Never Forgotten / Mum &. Dad Its been a year without you Daniel and it seems like only yesterday son. We all went over to your wee tree today,and it was real hard.Gran, papa and aunt Sandra came. Joanne and Kevin left a lovely sunflower, a real huge one. Wee gramps came too. Aunt Sandra's friend and the girls from the dancing school donated all the money from their dancing performance in your memory for the Histio research. Everyone misses you so much son xx..
Awe Dan, its just so hard without you around xx Keep sending us the strength to carry on son,, we need it to keep fighting for justice for you son, and that we will do even if it takes a long time. You should still be here with us and those so-called docs will never be forgiven. Our lives have been ripped apart and our hearts are broken but we have to keep on keeping on xx
We love you son, yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever xx Mum, Dad xxx Elaine, Amanda and Paul xxx
A poem for Helen and Daniels family. / Jill Locke (none) When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an Angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile, I'd say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized, that this could never be, for emptiness and memories, would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity, and all I've promised you". Today for life on earth is past, but here it starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last, and since each day's the same day, there's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful, so trusting and so true. Though there were times you did some things, you knew you shouldn't do. But you have been forgiven and now at last you're free. So won't you take my hand and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart, for every time you think of me, I'm right here, in your heart.
I never knew you / Jill Locke (None)
Dear Daniel, I just had to write to you. I never knew you, but i stumbled accross one of your memorial sites, and something inside of me wanted to know more about you. I have since found out a lot and read your sad sad story from your heart broken family. Daniel i'm so sorry you were not given the care by the medical proffesionals that you so deserved. I keep asking the question why, so how you family cope is beyond me. I have been lucky enough to have contact with your mum, shes wonderful isn't she, please send her some more strengh, i thnk she would really be greatful. My dad is in heaven and i've asked him to keep a look out for you. I hope you are playing your music in heaven, play it loud! Well Daniel i must be going, but i wanted to say that although i never knew you, i so wish i had, you sound like an amazing young man, with an extremly brave family. Daniel rest in peace xxxx
To your family, Keep strong and let the world know how fantastic Daniel was and the Medical system let him down....if i can help you have my email address. Helen..I'm sending you big hugs and thinking of you. With lots of love Jill xxxx